here for good

hands on land :)

i m finalli home
teeth brushed...
ready for bed...
safe and sounds :)
a welcome homecomin for myself
i got my big mac back w me
sorta regret as it costed my lovely pa almost 1k cash
i m a baddie kid for him i guess :(
heartpain lea ish
lotsa thoughts were playin on my mind
but i guess i tried to read btw de lines again n once again
workin is tirin'
studyin is tirin agghh
if u asked me to pick either one
i can so sure that i wont choose neither one of de above
i was home abit late tonite
luckily my neighbor's doggie din barked at me lyke crazily
i tried to sleep but failed
i ran downstair
just to search for a more comfortable place to lay my head and body on
i unfold my bed and tried to sleep
i failed to do so :x
when my body refused to sleep
my mind flew away finding you
in the ocean of my thoughts :)
 

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for him:
i pretty scare when i ll start hatin' you
or maybe when u will start hatin' me
i just can wish that it wont happen
i needed you to believe...
you had ur dreams...
i had mine as well
you had your fears n i was fine w it
there s so much more
i would never seen it before 
i hope we will never gone w de winds
let it flows let it flows
let it take me where it wants to go
i wanted to know how that would feel
please make it so real for me
show me what i couldnt find
show me something that I couldn't see
open my eyes and make me believe
lift my feet off the ground
take me away
make me feels like i m falling
when two worlds collide
i will survive
we will be alright :)